- trying to remember to keep taking deep breaths
- realizing the hugeness that is our project to write our own vows
- irrationally afraid that I’ll break my arm in the next 11 days
- looking forward to visiting Grandmother tomorrow (she said she has something for me for the wedding; what could it be?)
- belatedly (too latedly) wondering if I should have planned to get myself a sweater or wrap or bolero or something
- grinning when I realize I can actually start to picture everything coming together
- still amazed at how no big deal it was to apply for our marriage license today
- kind of tired of driving all over the county to find the random things we need
- marveling at the fact that we can say “our wedding is next week”
- figuring it’s probably time to write the lists of what we need to bring to the brewery for the reception (and what I need to pack to bring to the hotel for the rehearsal and the wedding itself)
- hoping I can handle being the temporary guardian of several important “something old” and “something borrowed”s.
- living in fear of the day the ten day forecast becomes available
- feeling a lot calmer than I thought I would at this stage in the game
- secretly trying on my wedding band in the evenings
- trying to get used to my new name but feeling silly practicing my soon-to-be signature
- gathering photos for my makeup and hair trials on Friday
- anticipating a weekend of crafts and diy projects
- really just in disbelief and amazement that this is all really happening.
she likes stripes 
❤ this list. It's so close!